When I started this blog in 2011 I didn't really know how it would turn out. One thing it has done is turned into a place where I can relive those races that I really enjoyed. It also turned into a reference for others planning the same race. Even Beach2Battleship has reposted my 140.6 race report. Pretty cool.
As much as I want to continue posting positive things, you must take the bad with the good. And this is going to be a post I don't want to relive.
With all the positives that I've been seeing in the last few weeks, my shin issue hit an all time high. I set out for my 18 mile run with the Saturday Ultramax Store group run. I started with a couple other triathletes I know. Everything was going well. Chatting with people sure helps take the mind off of things. About mile 3 the limp showed up. By mile 4 my right leg was sore from the bottom of my foot up through the quad. Around mile 4.5 my coach caught up with me and suggested walking breaks, which I did at mile 5.
I never started running again.
Luckily, the route brought us back by the store at that point. I got in my car and drove home.
After hopping around in the shower, I laid down in bed and told Tricia that Boston was over. There's no possible way. My sub-par training would lead to a sub-par Boston and give me a feeling that I'd be leaving that race with a chip on my shoulder... assuming I could finish it in the first place.
I couldn't fight back the tears. All I wanted to do was go to sleep so this pain would go away. But the caffeine from my pre-run coffee was still coursing its way through my veins.
Eventually I did drift off. When I woke up, it was like a new day. I've been dealing with pain over two months. Sure, I was still going to endure some but the path to recovery had been paved. I'm ready to be normal again. I'm ready to refocus for Ironman Muncie 70.3 and Ironman Louisville 140.6. The decision was actually a bit of a relief.
I had to convey the bad news to my brother, parents, and friends. My brother and parents were planning to make the trip out to Boston. I didn't want anyone to make any further financial outlays on my part.
So now the question is should I get the MRI? The money I'm going to save from hotel cost, dining, and race merchandise will more than cover that. It will help figure out how to plan the recovery. I'll talk with my doctor on Monday to discuss.
Maybe in a few years when I'm preparing for my next first Boston Marathon, I'll see this post and feel a level of appreciation and not sadness.
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